April~And my Life~Life's Results~

Great day ~^^

*Sigh~*....since Monday , I drink a penadol(paracetamol) before I sleep~.headaches~..whatever~

Recently , I'm trying really hard not to doze off in class~really...

Also,  holding my urge to draw doodles (during classes)~>x<

Today , mom chatted with Richard onii-sama ~~^^ 

Mommy also asked me to chat with onii-san ~And I join in~^^

To be frank I DON'T HAVE BOYFRIEND ......

NEITHER DO CRUSHES~

the only crushes I have is only in comic and novels~

I'm currently not interested in love-love stuff~!

Umm...It's really hard not to slack off in class~~

My time of sitting in front of the computer decreased rapidly~**sob sob**

And yes  , I taken a liking on www.fanfiction.net~

of course , I enjoy reading stories and novels , and I always end up reading there~

Inspired by reading the stories that people wrote , I , too also wanted to write a few stories of my own...

Starting by writing blogs , doing some readings , and also writing diaries...^^

There are many pile of homeworks waiting for  me T.T.....

writing folio for sejarah(history) , geografi(geography) , Kemahiran Hidup(..life skills.?) , and also sciece PEKA , ......=.=|||

We need to pass those in June...I better work hard in studying....Science , Mathematics, English ,......

Malays and geography...I'll add history and Chinese too....

Due to SOMEBODY's comment.....I felt emberassed of my previous post...It's not that I care about it....

Tommorow is...April 1st >>> April Fool! (better watch out for pranks from my dangerous friends !!)

I just remembered something ...after April Fool , the following day would be Good Friday and the following Sunday would be Easter Day~It amused me....<<<

Word that brighten My day~??~^^

XD

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If ya can't beat 'em, join 'em.
If ya can't join 'em, bribe 'em.
If ya can't bribe 'em, blackmail 'em.
If ya can't blackmail 'em, kill 'em.
If ya can't kill 'em, you're screwed

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One of My doodles ^^

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My All time favorite Manga And Anime 

Skip Beat!

 Any comment~?

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The Best Friend Pledge-

1. When you are blue, I will try and dislodge whatever is in your throat.

2. When you smile, I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in.

3. When you are scared, I will rag on you about it every chance I get.

4. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could get until you stop whining.

5. When you are confused, I will use little words.

6. When you are sick, stay the heck away from me. I don't want whatever you've got.Jk (sort of).

7. When you fall, I will ask if you're okay, sit there and laugh at your clumsy butt.

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----I'll updated next time ~

ADieu~! 

A Failure to Me and In me =_=|||

A heck of A day for me ^^ As always...I always complain ...

Complain to every small trivial progress that I passed everyday Indifferently.

It's always the same though....anyways..I think I need to study harder ^^

I keep saying that but I didn't make any progress...

the phrase..::" I need to study more harder to get good grades" that I keep saying ..

In truth I didn't make any progress at all...

 "Don't you found it dissapointing??" I asked to myself...

Yes I do found it dissapointing and what am I doing now? Sitting in front of the computer typing ....

just like my mother said to me...hahaha...

I'm laughing to myself how a child..no a girl like me to be so indecent...

Everyday reading manga , fooling around ... surfing net...

what else?? sleep  , eat , to school...anything special occasion in particulary??

"No..." I what I said to myself...

Jeezz why am I so lazy....?! ......because I just stay lazy and doesn't motivate myself to distract me , away from my laziness....

"Damn it.... It can be helped...maybe I'm addicted ..maybe I..." thoughts like that always messes the teenagers mind nowdays and they became like that.. , and , also that thoughts keep flowing in my mind...inviting me to become the teenagers that are nowdays becoming more and more....rubbish-lish...that's what I say..

and maybe I'm going to be part of them too.....NO WAY IN tHe F**king HELl!!!!

I'll try refrain from speaking too much swearing from now on...

well at least I'm conscious about that ..that...kind of stuff...haha...praise-be!!

but still I haven't change my habit laziness-sess....

LAzy...still Lazy.....

Oh well~~

I hope i can find some way to destroy/eliminate/oblilerate the lazy-ness in my...

Wish Me Luck^^

I think becoming a writer might be fun ~
well , if you have a very wild imagine , so why not.

~<3~

~zzz~

I past my day normally~~

But everyday was Not always NOrmal~

Somedays are like Hell...

Somedays are Like Heaven~

somedays Will make you want The day To pasS NaturaLy...

Recently , the Dreams Are like StalKers Stalking Behind me...

Faults In Past are cHasing After Me....

Regrets keeP flowing Out ...

Keeping the Hostage cloaked with Blood~

Desire Keep Holding Me back...

Some Made me Go baCk to thE Starting Line...

Go Back again~

Cloaked with blood , holDing mE bAck ~

Ignore The People~

Ignore the Will AnD desire~~

Thrust forWard~ Keeping Up The pace~~

Forward And Forward...

Sometimes there's also A time Needed to stop...

Wanting to rest Eternally But could not To....

Dragging You Back And Away from yoUr own Desire And Wills..

Devil GOt you.....

Heaven won't  oPen up For People Filled With Sins..

Pulling SINNERS to The depth Of darkness...

Until You lost Hope .. to .. move...

Blocking all Senses that Flowed In mind.....

Froze up And Close the Heart..

Like A puPpet ....Done And End...

Waiting For The LIfe of Light To Be Blown OUT~!

Not willing to open....Be Dead from Out And In

Oh...

How I wish To go back to my own Life....

BUt How...??

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Wishes And Hopes aren't Allowed in this Cruel World...

Rotten Darkness will eaT you Up AliVe...

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Rotten Like Hell.....