no right click?

Hello! ~ I'm Helen , and welcome to my blog~ Though , I'm curious if any of you would even read this sorry thing... Anyway , thanks for coming! If you want to talk you can scroll down and you would see my chatbox. Have a good Day!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

April~And my Life~Life's Results~

Great day ~^^
*Sigh~*....since Monday , I drink a penadol(paracetamol) before I sleep~.headaches~..whatever~
Recently , I'm trying really hard not to doze off in class~really...
Also,  holding my urge to draw doodles (during classes)~>x<

Today , mom chatted with Richard onii-sama ~~^^ 
Mommy also asked me to chat with onii-san ~And I join in~^^
To be frank I DON'T HAVE BOYFRIEND ......
NEITHER DO CRUSHES~
the only crushes I have is only in comic and novels~
I'm currently not interested in love-love stuff~!

Umm...It's really hard not to slack off in class~~
My time of sitting in front of the computer decreased rapidly~**sob sob**
And yes  , I taken a liking on www.fanfiction.net~
of course , I enjoy reading stories and novels , and I always end up reading there~
Inspired by reading the stories that people wrote , I , too also wanted to write a few stories of my own...
Starting by writing blogs , doing some readings , and also writing diaries...^^
There are many pile of homeworks waiting for  me T.T.....
writing folio for sejarah(history) , geografi(geography) , Kemahiran Hidup(..life skills.?) , and also sciece PEKA , ......=.=|||

We need to pass those in June...I better work hard in studying....Science , Mathematics, English ,......
Malays and geography...I'll add history and Chinese too....

Due to SOMEBODY's comment.....I felt emberassed of my previous post...It's not that I care about it....

Tommorow is...April 1st >>> April Fool! (better watch out for pranks from my dangerous friends !!)
I just remembered something ...after April Fool , the following day would be Good Friday and the following Sunday would be Easter Day~It amused me....<<<

Word that brighten My day~??~^^
XD

---------------------------
If ya can't beat 'em, join 'em.
If ya can't join 'em, bribe 'em.
If ya can't bribe 'em, blackmail 'em.
If ya can't blackmail 'em, kill 'em.
If ya can't kill 'em, you're screwed

------------------------------

One of My doodles ^^

...












My All time favorite Manga And Anime 
Skip Beat!
 Any comment~?





------------------------------
The Best Friend Pledge-

1. When you are blue, I will try and dislodge whatever is in your throat.

2. When you smile, I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in.

3. When you are scared, I will rag on you about it every chance I get.

4. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could get until you stop whining.

5. When you are confused, I will use little words.

6. When you are sick, stay the heck away from me. I don't want whatever you've got.Jk (sort of).

7. When you fall, I will ask if you're okay, sit there and laugh at your clumsy butt.

--------

----I'll updated next time ~
ADieu~! 

Monday, March 22, 2010

A Failure to Me and In me =_=|||

A heck of A day for me ^^ As always...I always complain ...
Complain to every small trivial progress that I passed everyday Indifferently.
It's always the same though....anyways..I think I need to study harder ^^
I keep saying that but I didn't make any progress...
the phrase..::" I need to study more harder to get good grades" that I keep saying ..
In truth I didn't make any progress at all...
 "Don't you found it dissapointing??" I asked to myself...
Yes I do found it dissapointing and what am I doing now? Sitting in front of the computer typing ....
just like my mother said to me...hahaha...
I'm laughing to myself how a child..no a girl like me to be so indecent...
Everyday reading manga , fooling around ... surfing net...
what else?? sleep  , eat , to school...anything special occasion in particulary??
"No..." I what I said to myself...
Jeezz why am I so lazy....?! ......because I just stay lazy and doesn't motivate myself to distract me , away from my laziness....
"Damn it.... It can be helped...maybe I'm addicted ..maybe I..." thoughts like that always messes the teenagers mind nowdays and they became like that.. , and , also that thoughts keep flowing in my mind...inviting me to become the teenagers that are nowdays becoming more and more....rubbish-lish...that's what I say..
and maybe I'm going to be part of them too.....NO WAY IN tHe F**king HELl!!!!
I'll try refrain from speaking too much swearing from now on...

well at least I'm conscious about that ..that...kind of stuff...haha...praise-be!!
but still I haven't change my habit laziness-sess....
LAzy...still Lazy.....
Oh well~~
I hope i can find some way to destroy/eliminate/oblilerate the lazy-ness in my...
Wish Me Luck^^
I think becoming a writer might be fun ~
well , if you have a very wild imagine , so why not.

~<3~

Monday, March 15, 2010

~zzz~

I past my day normally~~
But everyday was Not always NOrmal~
Somedays are like Hell...
Somedays are Like Heaven~
somedays Will make you want The day To pasS NaturaLy...
Recently , the Dreams Are like StalKers Stalking Behind me...
Faults In Past are cHasing After Me....
Regrets keeP flowing Out ...
Keeping the Hostage cloaked with Blood~
Desire Keep Holding Me back...
Some Made me Go baCk to thE Starting Line...
Go Back again~
Cloaked with blood , holDing mE bAck ~
Ignore The People~
Ignore the Will AnD desire~~
Thrust forWard~ Keeping Up The pace~~
Forward And Forward...
Sometimes there's also A time Needed to stop...
Wanting to rest Eternally But could not To....
Dragging You Back And Away from yoUr own Desire And Wills..
Devil GOt you.....
Heaven won't  oPen up For People Filled With Sins..
Pulling SINNERS to The depth Of darkness...
Until You lost Hope .. to .. move...
Blocking all Senses that Flowed In mind.....
Froze up And Close the Heart..
Like A puPpet ....Done And End...
Waiting For The LIfe of Light To Be Blown OUT~!
Not willing to open....Be Dead from Out And In
Oh...
How I wish To go back to my own Life....
BUt How...??
.....................
Wishes And Hopes aren't Allowed in this Cruel World...
Rotten Darkness will eaT you Up AliVe...
.........
Rotten Like Hell.....

Monday, February 22, 2010

Good Day ^^

After reading one's blog , it made my day worse... try visiting Miki's blog ... then you will know..

No offence..... after reading the comment that mui mui wrote I felt something stabbed my chest..
I would like to tell you this...
I won't easily forgive someone 
who bad mouth my family and gets away easily.. 
that's my principles .
I would drag them to hell and confront them myself even I have to stain my hands my blood...But that will happen IF someone really did something to my family..

I hate people who protect themselves by putting the fault on other people who are innocent.. That is a sin.. 
Even U did the praying on the blog , and you've told Jesus that you had been bothered by bad guys .. that bad guys was meant to be us , isn't it? I don't even thing you understand the word BETRAYAL yet ...
It was YOU (Muimui) who start the topic concerning the incident 2 years ago... Opening up an incident won't get you anywhere but opening up wounds of past...After that you get scold by Miki ... there was no benefit of talking of that (past) unless you did it to 1.get  curiousity out of ppl from facebook 
2.get pity from other people 
3.to entertain yourself 
4.To humiliate my family all over the world....
 
Even if you did humiliate it won't help you because my family is clean and that is the truth...    

your not the only one who got bad memory and want to cry...AND ! your not special... because there are more ppl who got more life problem than YOUrS  but won't cry.;.. And some doesn't even deserve to cry,... so don't joke about it.. even I have more sorrow than you can even have now and I won't allow myself to cry ...


You(meimei) fume peoples anger and it got to you.. Don't regret what you did..writing the blog and facebook and all...I HATE LOSER DOG WHINING AROUND TO MAKE ITSELF POPULAR by making , blaming or whatever.. !!!

I hope more happiness.... IF your father don't do any stupid faults then this would never happen ...
I Hate people Gossip..
I hate also ppl Faking !! Lying!! Blame the Innocent while you are stained with full of sins , lies and hatred..


I wouldn't write this long until someone provoke me..
The day the incident happen torn my heart and made me not to believe other ppl so easily... never to think that your father did THAT!!!     Better blame the ppl with faults and blaming the innocent people will not let you live in peace...




If your reading this , my dear cousin , I can guess that you were cursing me under your breathe ... haha...
After you read this  , I bet you would remove me from blog list or something like that ....It's to be expected..removing evidence won't help...too...haha..


I'll start now .... how dare you humiliate my father saying that ah fook our spy.... DAMn !!! If you want to see my other word it had been written by miki blogspot... I also Agree to MIki ...not sure or scared to see ?? better read IT !!! I like to thx Miki for sharing me the incident that had happen between you and miki ... 
Nah !! Visit her blog to see the words I want to write...

Blog>>>MIki


What I even done wrong damnit !! The world is getting rotten and THATs my comment !!!! 

I won't write anymore !!!  
畜生!最低の!私もあなたから何を期待することができます! ...
それはあなたから私がすることができますゲイン家族関係ですか?
しない場合も、それについて夢に挑戦!!!!
 こんちくしょうメイメイ!
すべての詳細私は幸せな家庭を期待するだけ......


 





Monday, February 15, 2010

>> Charming Junkie << A cool comic .. ^^A must Read

I was wandering around reading fan fictions... Eventually I made an account..^^

I was wandering around youtube ...Envying other people projects....At the end I made 5 videos in 2 days ^^

I was wandering around mangafox....I found a new comic and... Here is it!!

Charming Junkie

 

Hahaha... So funny ..XD\\LOL

Two type of personalities..A gender bender ....And models..^^



here's the story ::
     Naka Kaburagi has all the qualities a model can have, well, not really all. After being dumped by her senpai cause she can't smile like a flower and has a scary face, Naka is determined to get her revenge and to show her senpai that she can smile like a flower just like his idol Umi Kajiwara. After failing her 19th audition, Naka accidentally bumps into this great Umi but wait..... What is this!? Umi is A MALE!!? To keep Naka's mouth shut, Umi gave her the job as his co-model. Always being together and sharing a dark secret, Naka's road to successful modeling has a lot of troubles to come... Especially when Naka and Umi started to feel funny whenever they are by each other's side....

This comic got my attention .. It's been awhile since I found a comic that got my attention...

Wait !! The comic is calling for me ~~ *Wait For me ~~~*
    Sorry,,,, got to go ~! XP
         Blerkkk~~~

Oh ! Do visit my new blog ^^ At ..>>MagiSuki

It contains my well being (pfft...more like ugly being).... It's up to you if you want to visit ^^

Happy Chinese NewYear !!~~

Friday, February 12, 2010

Happy Chinese New Year to All~~!

Happy Chinese New Year ^^





Happy chinese New year To all People who is celebrating Chinese New year ^^

Wish everybody full of luck
and wear more read to get LUcky ^^
luckily I'm chinese and celebrating it ^^
XD..
Hope I'll get more red pockets during this week ..*yeah!!*

Those who is interested in reading fan fiction stories that are wriiten by fans..
who went crazy about anime...
click this link below ..^^
http://www.fanfiction.net/

I'm currently reading the fanfiction story about skip beat!~
the author's mind really went crazy imagining things about this skip beat manga..
well , there's nothing to help about since they are hard core fans..XD
I'm not hard core but I'm totally gone crazy reading their fanfic... hahaha
well that's it.. I'm done writing here..(sneaking away..)

I hope I can write like them.~

Wish all greatest luck to those who support me and my family..
^^

Gong Xi Fatt Chai !!






Saturday, January 30, 2010

OMG !!!!!

Currently~~reading chapter 28 of power!!




My my god... This chapter is so hilarious That I don't know what to do...
XD XD XD

ha ha ha

WARNING !! Please With CARE !!!

This Is a WArNING !!! Dun Read it if u don't want to~~

HOW TO REad ~~ From Right to left
Right to left......
Right to left ~~
....

Funny part ~ ^^
......

Gyahahaha~~~!!!
XD
XD
XD
XD

my stomach hurts.. damn it !!

Want More ??

click here ~> Power!!