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Hello! ~ I'm Helen , and welcome to my blog~ Though , I'm curious if any of you would even read this sorry thing... Anyway , thanks for coming! If you want to talk you can scroll down and you would see my chatbox. Have a good Day!

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Bored but trying to learn stuff



Right now I'm practically lazying around and don't wanna update my blog , though I know this blog is not meaningful to anybody , but I had promised myself to just update this blog~

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I'm currently just practicing my coloring and had actually failed on art class. Hrmph , I envy those people who could make pretty pictures.
But as they said , you want to achieve something , work hard for it.
Right now I'm far from being a hard-worker.
-pouts-

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Happy Birthday Ace!! Oh & HNY2013!

Oh yeah , other than Happy New Year to all the world...
I wanna announce hAPPy Birthday to Ace and Oda-sensei!
I will never accept that Ace had died , to me he's alive!
And Oda! Why did you kill him off?! Your so mean!
Anyway Happy Birthday to both you guys and hope you have more birthdays to come!
Hope your wish come true too!

Happy Nee-eeuwww Year! :D

Happy New year to all the world! 
 Now that we had reached 2013 ,  is there any other doomsday in pending?
Gosh , I don't care! Bring it on ! Fuckers! 

By the time I post this post  , it would probably be very late! But it's still new year yoi!
So  , had any of you made any new year resolutions? Me , I hadn't made any though , sorry I LIED. But the problem is I don't have the confidence to fulfil it.
Then again I'm an indecisive person that cannot make up her mind after finishing secondary school. I'm so pathetic. Playing around ideas like taking A level exams , or going straight to college.
Even if I did take up college , I can't decide what program I should take ... Should I go for a double degree? I want to try out to become a secondary teacher . I want to take psychology too. Or should I become a doctor? A lawyer? Even when I search deep down in my heart , I still can't and CAN"T decide. Side note , drawing just a hobby of mine although you would probably find my art work sucks. What should I do...???!!!

BTW , Happy NEW YEAR 2013 and may all your resolutions be granted! :D



Sunday, December 30, 2012

I'm Back!





Hello there , I'm back here to update this blog regularly again , not that I always update , since it was always been ignored , either I'm lazy or somehow. Please forgive me??


Since this blog has no definite purpose and it's only for my own amusement , I'll just update it like some journal or things I would like to share... My drawings etc . I also had other websites like LJ , or wordpress  , tumblr , DA , facebook pixiv etc... But I'm always a lazy person...-smacks me upside the head- So those websites I had mention  , there are only some of it I bother to update or check regularly.
Sure , I hadn't update for one year , and the ONE AND ONLY update for 2012 is on 2012/12/31.
Typical lazy me. I'm getting lazy facebook-ing and only plan to mind my own crap.
Whether somebody is reading whatever I typed out or not , I don't care. Updating blogs can improve my bloody grammar and english and I had to update for certain people once I'm away from home.
Now that I think about it , I can't decide what I want to do after the shitty exam.
Result wouldn't come out until March either.
Planning to take up Psychology , THEN diploma /certificate to teach secondary school or vice versa.
 
Those who regularly visit would realize I had customize my blog. Means that I had made up my mind to update here regularly. Or... just talking to myself.  (ノ*゜▽゜*)


Oh yeah , just wanna say Happy new year! :)
Welcome 2013!

BakaHelen out.


Sunday, December 4, 2011

Ho!Ho!Ho! December

I had a great time on December first! That day was my cousin birthday and I get to meet her son and girlfriend..which are my nephew and future candidate of niece in law.. Both of them are older than me that I feel awkward when they called me auntie!! I am so doomm!!! And I'm sure when they had babies , I'm going to be a grandmama!! How awkward is that?! Well , actually I already had some blood related grandkids back in my mom's country since her family was humongousz!! We had a good time karaoke , and enjoying good food. Of course , the party lasted until 1 AM ! I had some Irish cream and red wine from Spain...Mmm! Delicious..hehe (I'm underage..shhh!) Best thing was I didn't get drunk and I get to see some of the drunks dance away and singing there heads of.. I laughed a lot!! Also...

For the first time in my life , it's been long since I last had a break! Or maybe it's just nmy imagination...
Although it's December meaning Holiday, I feel like I never had a break from school. I also don't know why I'm counting the days for school??? I bet it's normal for a freaking last year senior for me. Weell , in my knowledge, Philippines school are still going on , and I bet it's there last semester. I wonder why schools are so different in the world. My mom says that the intelect here in Malaysia (which where I was) are lower  than Philippines.. which kind of insult me... But I think it's right, since I have some friends and each from different country , I ask some that are younger than me they had such difficult subject that I know that the Malaysia  teacher would teach a little later than the age supposed. I hope anybody know what I'm saying because my English writing sucks a bit and I had some problem to make other understand what I am saying. For example , the Code Breaker chapter that I had translated.. That's just proves it that I sucked since some suckers didn't have enough brain to understand what I'm saying... But I wonder why some of the readers understand what I'm trying to bring out..... It's my first time translating the damn thing ya' know?  I bet a dollar that there are a lot who doesn't feel 'up' to it to do the translaters job.

Ah, yes... I'm getting off topic but I don't care though since this is place to do my ramblings..
Right know I'm happily working on my story and some ghost hunt fanfiction that I'm not sure when I would post it out since I feel so embarassed seeing muy story there and knowing that there are a lot of stories that outdo mine. Still, I'm glad there wereeone who reviewed and I'll try my best to update the next chapters!

This year, I had actively gone to church every Saturday but that  doesn't mean I'm a Christiano.. I had some issues and my own mental problems won't let me choose , probably I'll make a decision sometime in the future and choose to become a Christian. Since I'm so confuse at the  moment. I'm also excited that this is the first I had join the others and my friends carolling around the town , and I was a bit nervous since I was always effected by the voice around me.. (I had the mezzo-suprano part)

Right now I'm typing away in the library and my time is almost up , if anybody was wondering why my speling sucks and the grammar too, let's just say I'm just used to using my own laptop and not the normal modal of an office keyboard. I bet everybody can hear the typing coming out from my keyboard... Hehehe.. I apologize for the typos since there's no auto correct!

Anyways! Gotta go!!~~ I apologize if my fanfiction readers are reading this and was probably disappointed for the lack of spolier in the next chapter of [The Misdeed] ~~

Monday, October 24, 2011

Ending of October

Lately , my fingers refuse to type out posts here, and my brain isn't working quite well either.
Anyway , October is coming into an end and November will start in less than ten days.

It's nearing the 31st and it's Halloween! It's too bad that my place doesn't celebrate any. I learned from my relatives and from watching televisions that Halloween is a pretty fun festival. They have costume competition , trick-or-treats and sometimes Halloween had other meaning for other races. It depends on who and what kind of people and how they celebrate it. Based on my research, Mexico's Halloween seems interesting to me because they called it as the Day of Death. Halloween is also called as Witches night at some countries. One day, I hope I can go to my mother's country and celebrate Halloween there because I don't doubt it would be a great experience. Well, if somebody's curious , I have been living in Malaysia for all my fifteen years and I'm going to be sixteen in this year's Christmas! Yippeee~
I'm a bit happy that my grades went up a bit... I failed at Math last time and this time I got a B! Well , that's an improvement. But it's no exception that I'm still an  idiot though. I'm waiting for the next Skip Beat chapter and it will be out on the coming 5th of November! Woohoo!

Oops! I gotta stop here. Duty's call! Ciao!

Friday, September 2, 2011

September Post~

I ignored my blog (more like forgotten)...
Time flies pretty fast when we are very focus on something isn't it?
It's already September and I can very well smell the scent of exam papers after 2 days will be the start of school and I just touched very little of my homework. Then I better suck up and do it all...hehehe~

I pretty much fall in love with the anime Ao no Exorcist ^_^

okay... end of my post (pretty short isn't it?)