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Showing posts with label sickening idiot ramblings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sickening idiot ramblings. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Happy Nee-eeuwww Year! :D

Happy New year to all the world! 
 Now that we had reached 2013 ,  is there any other doomsday in pending?
Gosh , I don't care! Bring it on ! Fuckers! 

By the time I post this post  , it would probably be very late! But it's still new year yoi!
So  , had any of you made any new year resolutions? Me , I hadn't made any though , sorry I LIED. But the problem is I don't have the confidence to fulfil it.
Then again I'm an indecisive person that cannot make up her mind after finishing secondary school. I'm so pathetic. Playing around ideas like taking A level exams , or going straight to college.
Even if I did take up college , I can't decide what program I should take ... Should I go for a double degree? I want to try out to become a secondary teacher . I want to take psychology too. Or should I become a doctor? A lawyer? Even when I search deep down in my heart , I still can't and CAN"T decide. Side note , drawing just a hobby of mine although you would probably find my art work sucks. What should I do...???!!!

BTW , Happy NEW YEAR 2013 and may all your resolutions be granted! :D



Sunday, December 4, 2011

Ho!Ho!Ho! December

I had a great time on December first! That day was my cousin birthday and I get to meet her son and girlfriend..which are my nephew and future candidate of niece in law.. Both of them are older than me that I feel awkward when they called me auntie!! I am so doomm!!! And I'm sure when they had babies , I'm going to be a grandmama!! How awkward is that?! Well , actually I already had some blood related grandkids back in my mom's country since her family was humongousz!! We had a good time karaoke , and enjoying good food. Of course , the party lasted until 1 AM ! I had some Irish cream and red wine from Spain...Mmm! Delicious..hehe (I'm underage..shhh!) Best thing was I didn't get drunk and I get to see some of the drunks dance away and singing there heads of.. I laughed a lot!! Also...

For the first time in my life , it's been long since I last had a break! Or maybe it's just nmy imagination...
Although it's December meaning Holiday, I feel like I never had a break from school. I also don't know why I'm counting the days for school??? I bet it's normal for a freaking last year senior for me. Weell , in my knowledge, Philippines school are still going on , and I bet it's there last semester. I wonder why schools are so different in the world. My mom says that the intelect here in Malaysia (which where I was) are lower  than Philippines.. which kind of insult me... But I think it's right, since I have some friends and each from different country , I ask some that are younger than me they had such difficult subject that I know that the Malaysia  teacher would teach a little later than the age supposed. I hope anybody know what I'm saying because my English writing sucks a bit and I had some problem to make other understand what I am saying. For example , the Code Breaker chapter that I had translated.. That's just proves it that I sucked since some suckers didn't have enough brain to understand what I'm saying... But I wonder why some of the readers understand what I'm trying to bring out..... It's my first time translating the damn thing ya' know?  I bet a dollar that there are a lot who doesn't feel 'up' to it to do the translaters job.

Ah, yes... I'm getting off topic but I don't care though since this is place to do my ramblings..
Right know I'm happily working on my story and some ghost hunt fanfiction that I'm not sure when I would post it out since I feel so embarassed seeing muy story there and knowing that there are a lot of stories that outdo mine. Still, I'm glad there wereeone who reviewed and I'll try my best to update the next chapters!

This year, I had actively gone to church every Saturday but that  doesn't mean I'm a Christiano.. I had some issues and my own mental problems won't let me choose , probably I'll make a decision sometime in the future and choose to become a Christian. Since I'm so confuse at the  moment. I'm also excited that this is the first I had join the others and my friends carolling around the town , and I was a bit nervous since I was always effected by the voice around me.. (I had the mezzo-suprano part)

Right now I'm typing away in the library and my time is almost up , if anybody was wondering why my speling sucks and the grammar too, let's just say I'm just used to using my own laptop and not the normal modal of an office keyboard. I bet everybody can hear the typing coming out from my keyboard... Hehehe.. I apologize for the typos since there's no auto correct!

Anyways! Gotta go!!~~ I apologize if my fanfiction readers are reading this and was probably disappointed for the lack of spolier in the next chapter of [The Misdeed] ~~

Sunday, July 3, 2011

July Post

Hello there! I almost forgot I had a blog here :P I've been so busy and didn't have time to do anything else.... I'm gonna focus on my studies and please don't be surprise if there is no activities going on in this blogspot for few months~~  I've been grounded (and don't ask why) so no updates  TT_TT

But don't be surprise if there is a few tweets coming in my twitter box to let people know that I'm still alive~ As for Code Breaker.. Shinra T. group is picking up speed in updating Code:Breaker so there's no need for me putting up ridiculous summary when you can drop by Mangafox and read the chapter itself~ >.^ v

 SPoiLers(Sneak Peek) For Skip BeaT!

Ren/Kuon/Cain asked Setsu/Kyoko to take off his gloves.. afterwards Cain rubbed Kyoko faces... I assumed that Kuon rubbed/patted Kyoko to give himself luck in doing BJ's role..It was so cute what Ren says afterwards. Kyoko was so shocked..In the last page , shows Ren's/Kuon's real eye colour~~ :D :D

`Don't mind the ridiculous sneak peek coz I wrote it for fun and I think most people wouldn't understand what I'm writing anyway...

I don't have time to fool around now... So.. Bye~ :D

Saturday, May 7, 2011

C:B 131 mangafox.

*Reading comments...*

Yeah , yeah, I know it is awfully done typesetting and everything, and I just wanted to share it. Of course, I didn't know that something like that would happen.. Spoilers or pissed off people , or conflict... It's obviously all my fault. Darn I'm so sorry that it won't gonna happen anymore.. But I'll just gonna post some summary here and there in my own blog, so yeah, I apologize and I feel like shit right. Guilty and everything yeah yeah... It's better if I were wiped out off the face of the earth ,thank you very much!

I'm so sorry Ju-Da-Su and I don't know how to make it up to you!


Oh, If your wondering, I'm the one to translated the Chapter 131 of Code Breaker AND published it because the idea seem appealing to me and OF COURSE I DIDN'T THINK something like THAT would HAppen!!!

Ahh..So I'm Very SORRY But I know that Sorry won't fix anything!So..  What Should I do now then...???? The idea of disappearing from earth seems such a good idea right now but I'll just sit through my two weeks exam and die after that. What do you think. But then again dying seems like running and I don't want to RUN! SO TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

About Code:Breakers..

Hmm...In one of the comments, Anoymous-kun said that the Chinese Scanlators find it offended if i use their as scanlation.
Then... I might gonna stop release..? Ehehe..
I'll just put up summary once in a while and... yeah, I know my typesetting sucks..Since I have no idea how to do it ..Sigh ..
I'll  just put up Code Breaker summary and some pictures if I found the time do it since I have my own reality to face .. it really is sucks~
Upcoming exams and math..math..and more math...darn...
Well, hope some of the readers of Code Breaker will forgive me ...and
forgive me please Chinese Scanlators-sama's..
Because anoymous-kun might be one of the Chinese scanlators. Gomen . :)

Till then....

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Code:Breaker

I'm just so bored right now , And I'm considering putting up Code:Breaker Chapters here , I will translate it myself :) I tried editing and it was pretty...standard , if not understandable and readable. The important thing is reading the manga and know what is happening right? :D Hehe....

So if someone wants Code Breaker chapters, they can find it here ^^ But I would not update regularly because I'm a student and aiming to be a teacher slash psychologist :D I'll upload it if I have time , but for Chinese scanlation , you can search up in my youtube account and find some Code Breaker chapter there , right now the newest chapter of Code Breaker is Chapter 130 , and 131will be comin' out soon and I'm gonna read it myself~ *Grin* But if I have lots of free time on my hand I will upload the translated(by me) chapter of Code Breaker~~♪♫♪♫
Hope I hAve free time and not lazy*winks*~  

Summary ::It's a bit jumbled up , so read if you really want to~

Chapter 129:: If you guys remeber , Yukihina , one of the RECODE has some grudge against Heike of Code:02. It seems that Heike had removed Yukihina's hearts , making Yukihina unable to die or can't die , since his wounds healed very quickly  . Heike is 100 years old ,  so that means Yukihina might be old as well ^w^ . Sakura(hurt:stabbed around the chest)  Ogami , Rui Hachiouji (Prince) , Kouji(in his wolf form'Lost form') , Yuuki (also badly hurt) , Lily(Prev enemy now an ally),and Yukihina are heading to EDEN base. When they went into a place(closed space) that was found by Yuuki sound and it turns out to be a trap. That's when Yukihina turn off the switch that caused many wind sickle hurting people and ends up with many wounds but it healed quickly when they discover that Yukihina is an undead coz he had no heart(not vampire).... 

Chapter 130 ::Afterwards , they reached into a tunnel......(with Ogami to piggyback Sakura and Yukihina piggyback Yuuki since the two of them are patients(of a hospital and they come out unnoticed) ).....and out to a cemetery..

. It's the same cemetery where Sakura hands Ogami's Brother the key that leads to the Shibuya mansion.When Sakura saw the words carved at the side on of the  stone .It seems that the carved words is>  it WAS the day when Sakura killed Ogami back then , 'December 32nd'<<  When Sakura saw it , she suddenly lost control and became emotionless.. Lily that approached her went to her lost form ,Sakura then blasted power to the others ,  Yuuki and Prince was also reduced to their lost forms and have problems breathing. Emperor popped up and managed to shield Ogami from the burst of Sakura power , but taking the effect himself.. Emperor tells Ogami that Sakura has "Awaken"..To be continue.. 
well , I hope it won't be too much confusing ^^ Next time I'll put up chapters coz my explanations sucks~tehee~









Friday, November 5, 2010

Ramblings: Unlucky much ..?==''

Today is Hari Deepavali  , also called as Dewali or Festive of Lights in some countries....(I find it weird since I live in Malaysia and it's called Deepavali.... ) it  is an important five-day festival in Hinduism , Jainism, and Sikhism occurring between mid-October and mid-November. For Hindus, Diwali is the most important festival of the year and is celebrated in families by performing traditional activities together in their homes. Deepavali is an official holiday in India, Nepal , Sri Lanka, Myanmar, Mauritius,Guyana, Trinidad , Tobago, Suriname, Malaysia, Singapore and Fiji....

And I am currently living Malaysia...Which means that today is a public holiday.

  Wee~ Sweet.XD

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I woke up around 11am this morning. Well , since it's a public holiday I can't help but just sleep overtime. I'm a half Chinese a quarter of Spanish and a quarter of Philippine . So I don't celebrate Deepavali/Dewali....But I was often mistaken by an Indian or Islam....All but a Chinese...Because my skin color is tanned and will get more tanned/darker if I ''play'' under sun....But still, telling me I don't look Chinese, I'm offended.....Ughh...I hate that so much!!


There was one time, I entered the Chinese exams...

Flashback...=.="

 I entered the hall where the examination took place...

 A teacher looked at me and I can see in her eyes that they were a bit confuse , she came up to me and said ,"Are you sure you didn't come to school accidentally? The exams right now is Chinese language dear " and I replied that I am a Chinese. Then there was shocked evident in her eyes and she replied  "Oh? Sorry student, 'cause you don't look like a Chinese.. You look more like an Indian/Islam "

End of flashback..

Yup!..And that pissed me off....I'm a Chinese damn'it!!! I don't look like one..So what?! Watch your mouth  teacher! 'Cause I'm offended!!! -sigh-

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Few days ago , I saw my mom eating a food called yogurt and I went to have a taste.  Then poof , it's in my  favorite food list..Ahaaha.... Then today I was planning to buy some yogurt.. I went into various shop but the yogurt was sold out. -Sigh- Still...I'm addicted to yogurt...It's so yummy >w<

Still some good things happen.. XD ,  Skip Beat's newest chapter was out and I read it already..-Sigh-And I think the author likes to torture their readers , keeping them on the edge of the cliff..That why they are called cliff-hangers ..And to wait for the next chapter in December 4...Oh my.... So much for that , It didn't satisfy me. To put my luck vain enough, my internet connection sucks top it off with the virus I had in my computer making it slow and lag that you have to keep restarting it. Right now , the problem is the sound and if I wanted to watch some drama I have to restart it later.


Currently there's really nothing to do in school. Going there means boring and I would not like that. But still I can't be absent all the way. The teachers threatened us, that if we,the students didn't attend school we would have no chance to get into the Science Class/Course even if your qualify to go" ... And it's sucks hearing the teachers said. What is the use of coming to school when you only sit there holding a phone and do nothing? While you can stay at home, help do something/chores or surf the internet. Really , that's why I don't get what the teachers are thinking...

It's a good thing I have e-book in my hand-phone so I won't get bored easily. I really like to read.

Oh, and I think my friend is crazy .because out of the blue she asks me to write a music sheet from a song. I mean what the heck?! Even if she asks me to write down the right-handed parts and from ear even! Then she asks me to finish it by Monday...Ahh... Lord, what am I gonna do??? So much for slacking off....Haha...

Right now I'm making myself to write more since I having nothing to do. I wrote about my family history and forces myself to remember my family's and relatives name.I can't really remember names well and it's really a bothersome problem , for example: It took me 2 years to remember the name and face properly. But nobody realize it, since I had 2 or 3 ways to avoid some question from my friends since I don't know how to reply them. He-he.... To say the truth, I prefer communicate by typing out words rather than speaking them. I have some psychological problems of my own since nobody notices it/that what I though maybe?. Well... I better keep it to myself 'cause I hate sharing..(To tiresome).. -winks-

Oh....If someone interested in making friends(only friends) with me , find me in facebook. I occasionally change my name there (And it pissed off some of my friends since they can't search for sometimes since I kept changing my names XD)..

Currently , my facebook name is Eugene Davis (aka A Ghost Hunt character)

  Press here>>>   My Facebook

Nah...Today is quite interesting though..^^
I'll try to write more frequently in my blog..^^

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Sooner Or later~

Writing is such a delicacy , well..it's a real pity that I'm an real idiot to not write some interesting stories....

Never mind~

I just forgotten what I had to write just now....
My whole week was a real mess~
Especially Friday...XP
 I thought I can finally broke my stupid record of waking up early for the whole week.
From Monday till Thursday , that days I woke up early and manage to ride the bus ,
At Friday , I woke up only to realize I missed the bus when the honking sounds made by the bus met my ears and in seconds...the bus was gone....

hahaha...I found it funny because last week  , last Friday , it also happened~

I wish my dear cousin Miki . Click Her name .XP
I hope took care of yourself well enough...
Like doing the laundries by YOuRSElf , CleaNing , and also cooKing~
Hehe.....I hope your reading my Blog...(Oppps..)
Cause my blog has been ignored (for a long while)

I never knew what to write here anyways...Just for fun... ^^
OH~ Last week , I hand gotten my report card , and it stinks , my grades at least...
I didn't want IT to be found out by my mom so I tell the teacher  that I won't bring home my report card saying that I would lost it if I kept it...
I called it mission:Abandon The rEpOrT Card~

Anyways~ The d*mn PmR exams are closing in , If I want to keep my ass safe(whatever it means) I will really..I mean REALLY~!! gonna study....

I got caught up in my reading fanfictions routine again and its not one Skip Beat , But also Ghost Hunt~
SWeett~~ \(^o^)/

By the Way , I'll study Sooner or Later... XD

Hasta-La-Vista!